Tag: you are not alone
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They Said It Was a Miracle I Survived… This Is the Reality

They called it a miracle that I survived — but no one talks about what comes after. Nearly three years later, I’m still living in hospital, navigating trauma, disability, and the reality of losing everything I once knew as life.
Jordan Elliot Beaven
ADHD, anxiety, AuDHD, Autism, Autistic Adult, Blogging, Chronic illness, Complex-PTSD, depression, Disability, Disability Awareness, Disabled, Disabled Life, Healing, Hope, Hospital Life, Institutionalisation, Life After Trauma, Life Changing, Lived Experience, Long-Term Hospital Stay, Long-term Illness, Mental Health, Mental Health Awareness, mental health blog UK, Mental Health Recovery, Mental Health Struggles, Mental Health System, mental-illness, Neurodivergent, Neurodivergent Life, Neurodivergent Life Blog, Personal, Personal Blog, Personal Growth, Personal Growth Journey, PTSD, Real Life Stories, Recovery, Rehabilitation, scared, Strength, Suicide Attempt Survivor, Surviving, Surviving Suicide, Thought Talk, Trauma Healing, Trauma Recovery, Traumatic Events, traumatic memories, Wheelchair User, Writing, you are not alone -
Easter Bank Holiday Reflections.

Being told I ‘look well’ felt different, a testament to progress and resilience.
Jordan Elliot Beaven
Achievements, ADHD, Appreciation, AuDHD, Autism, Autism Awareness, Autistic Adult, Blogger, Blogging, Chronic illness, Complex-PTSD, depression, Disability, Disability Awareness, Disabled, Disabled Life, Encouragement, Healing, Hope, Hospital Life, Institutionalisation, Life After Trauma, Life Changing, Life Lately, Lifestyle, Lived Experience, Long-Term Hospital Stay, Long-term Illness, Mental Health, Mental Health Awareness, Mental Health Recovery, Mental Health Struggles, Mental Health System, Motivation, Neurodivergent, Neurodivergent Life, Neurodivergent Life Blog, Personal Blog, Personal Growth, PTSD, Recovery, Strength, Suicide Attempt Survivor, Surviving, Surviving Suicide, Trauma Healing, Trauma Recovery, Wheelchair User, Writing, you are not alone -
Sectioned and Scared.

I have been sectioned and I am Scared. I am Honest about my feelings in this post. The first Post of 2025 showing my reality right now.
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Life After Trauma: Lessons I Have Learned as a Suicide Survivor

On Monday 18th December 2023, Jordan faced a life-altering event when he attempted suicide but survived, leading to a year in hospital. Jordan reflects on his journey of healing, small achievements, and the importance of support. Despite struggles with trauma and uncertainty, Jordan expresses hope for the future and appreciation for life.
Jordan Elliot Beaven
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Feeling Disconnected: Coping with Emotions in a Strange World

Jordan expresses a deep sense of detachment from reality, feeling like an outsider observing a strange world. He experiences a lack of emotional connection, struggle to recognise familiar faces, and craves to feel grounded and alive. He fears never finding himself and longing for a sense of normality.
Jordan Elliot Beaven
ADHD, anxiety, Autism, Bipolar, blurred vision, clouded vision, Complex-PTSD, depersonalisation, depression, depression fog, derealisation, Different Universe, difficult emotions, disconnection, dissociating, dissociation, Dissociation Awareness, Distant Reality, Feeling Disconnected, I Feel Alien, I’m not like the others, isolating, life, Life doesn’t feel real, Mental Health, Mental Health Awareness, mental isolation, mental-illness, Neurodivergent, people feel like strangers, PTSD, Real Life Stories, scared, Strange World, stranger, Stress, Suicide Attempt Survivor, Tackling emotions, Thought Talk, Traumatic Events, traumatic memories, unfamiliar faces, unfamiliar places, you are not alone
